What if I told you that I love you the time you were leaving? Would it make a difference?
Maybe you could have stayed.
But if I have said that —I must be lying. I must be fooling you. Because the truth is..
I just loved you because you felt incomplete. Because I thought —I really thought that I could fulfill the emptiness in your heart.
But all those were just maybes. Maybes that fall onto uncertainties. And sadly, we can’t just hold on to this life’s uncertainties.
I went to a place
Where I did not ever think
Of hearing your voice once again
I heard your laughter
The sound I missed hearing for so long
Sometimes I wonder
If I am the only one who misses
The only one who evokes
The only one who can no longer get out of the cage of the past
Not seeing you in a day makes a big difference
No laughter or even a smile on my face
Now tell me how
How could I detach myself
For depending my happiness
To a person who doesn’t even know I exist