WARNING: Don’t read. Might bore you.
I knew I’ll get to this point. But I didn’t know this is gonna be this early. I must admit, I was so in denial of my feelings. I didn’t want to get sad. I didn’t want drama before leaving. I was able to lighten up the environment where we had to talk about me staying away from you— all.
Today, I was conversing with my mom talking about the things we did, topics we had before I left. Upon conversing, I found myself embracing my mom, and my tears were rapidly flowing directly to her top. My mom startling me and my brother laughing at me.
Ang lungkot pala. Hahaha kainis i-admit. Sobrang lungkot pala. Mahirap pala i-delay yung pain. I couldn’t think of anyone rather than you guys growing up with. You’ve seen me grow up from a masungit-moody Gennie to still masungit-moody Gennie. Hahaha char, you’ve seen me thru my most devastated stage of life. You’ve always understand me when even I, myself couldn’t understand myself, you were always there- and you all still are.
Ava & Io, I wish I could watch you both grow up. You two will always be my favorite nieces! I miss you. Don’t forget about Ate Gennie, okay? Wag muna kayo mag-dalaga please haha.
Kuya Allan & Ate Tuezy, thank you so much for taking care of us all. Thank you for welcoming us and letting us be part of your Gesmundo Family. Hahahaha naging 8 bigla anak niyo.
Tukmols, the thing I’ll miss about you two are your kakulitan and pagiging pang-asar. Kahit nakakainis kayo ng sobra. Yung paghiwalay niyo sa amin pag nagmmall tayo dahil gusto niyo mag-shopping. Plus, no girlfriends okay! Kami lang dapat girls niyo. Or else.. 😏
Noc3nals (if there’s such thing🙄), mamimiss ko kayo. Yun lang. Hahahahaha jk. I’m just so happy I got to spend my last night with none other than the three of you. And that it went just well. No crying. Just laughter. Salamat kasi you know me well. You are always there.
Pau, ikaw ang pinaka-nag aadjust sa aming lahat. Sa pagkain, sa alis, at sa iba pang mga bagay na akala mo walang nakakapansin. But I did see it. I really appreciate it Pau. At sorry kasi ikaw lagi yung nagaadjust just to comply with my/others’ wants.
Glads, ikaw yung pinaka may mahabang pasensya. Hahaha isa ko sa pinaka mapang asar and tester ng patience pero nakekeri mo. Ang saya lang haha. Ipapaalala ko lang sayo you did not hug me. Hahahaha!
Lastly, Mae. Unang una wag na umiyak. Hahahaha jk. You were the first person I remember getting to be close with among all our cousins. And I remember you were also the first person who bullied me. Ganyan lang naman ka-mean attitude mo. Hahahaha! Pero I am so blessed that I grew up with you. Cousins by blood, best friends by title, sisters by heart. I remember you getting more hurt when I’m hurt. I remember you lecturing me on everything I’m doing. You stood by my side amidst of everything going on in my life. Hindi ko talaga magets feeling ko ikaw na yung nanay ko. Charing hahaha! But you are one of my foundations. Kaya sobrang thankful ako kay Auntie Nilda for raising up a great great you. I just want you to always keep in mind that no matter how far I am from you, you are always kept near me, within me rather– in here❤️.
Hindi pa yan lahat. Wala pa sa 2% ng gusto kong sabihin. Pero next time na pag naiyak na ko ulit. Words are not enough and can never be enough for me to express how grateful I am of the Lord for blessing me such wonderful people like all of you. Huwag kayo aalis ha? (Ako lang pwede. Char HAHA) Oh tama na, tahan na kayo. HAHAHA guys you are always loved!! Take care always. You all are always in my prayers. See you soon!
With so much love and gratitude,
Tama na ang sweet ko na masyado